Message | Jason,
That is some pretty honest stuff that you have been writing. It is like a bad dream.
I wish I knew what to say. I wish that somehow more people reading this would stop the craziness. It was so sad to read the early posts. You and Rachael are such special people, you deserve to be together.
I continue to have this feeling that I wish that there was something that I could do to get this overturned, but the feeling of helplessness of not being able to do anything for you is pretty overpowering.
You have always been tough, just make sure that you are smart as well. You are going to need it more this time than last as you have had a taste of a different life. This wasn't as inevitable as it was after college and your tour in Afganistan. It will be easier to loose your focus this time, so be on guard. Keep your mind focused on the tasks at hand, remain alert and watch your back. It is when you let your guard down that you can take one on the chin, so stay vigilent. Lead well, stay safe, and get home to Rachael as fast as you can.
We love you and we will count the days, hours and minutes until you can return to your civilian life.
Sandro |